25.2.07
AND NOW YOU
It`s hard, it`s difficult, i just can`t figured out. I`m confused, i`m paranoid, i don`t know...
All those things i thougth i knew some weeks ago, now i don`t believe the same.... i need something... but i`m scared.. i don`t want to loose... but neither i want to win... i think i enojoy suffering, choosing wrong... the more i think that someone is not interesting in me, the more i like this someone. Love difficult things... that makes me happier, makes me worried, makes me note that i had something missing.
I just don`t know (what to do with myself). But this state of not knowing makes me write, sing, dance, dress up, try to be better.... i`m not stanqued... i`m moving, i`m growing, i`m feeling, i`m needing, some kisses and hugs.... maybe just a hand.... some day at the weekend, not everyday, i don`t like that.... Just a lover once a week and not thinking too much about it.
Because at the moment you show me some little interest, thats the moment i start to forget you...
It`s like living in warm weather... you don`t need anything. But, living in cold weather.... you have to work and think how to live before a frosen dying. This is kind of what i`m talking about more or less.
My feelings... my thougts, nobody knows about them... just me.
And now you.
All those things i thougth i knew some weeks ago, now i don`t believe the same.... i need something... but i`m scared.. i don`t want to loose... but neither i want to win... i think i enojoy suffering, choosing wrong... the more i think that someone is not interesting in me, the more i like this someone. Love difficult things... that makes me happier, makes me worried, makes me note that i had something missing.
I just don`t know (what to do with myself). But this state of not knowing makes me write, sing, dance, dress up, try to be better.... i`m not stanqued... i`m moving, i`m growing, i`m feeling, i`m needing, some kisses and hugs.... maybe just a hand.... some day at the weekend, not everyday, i don`t like that.... Just a lover once a week and not thinking too much about it.
Because at the moment you show me some little interest, thats the moment i start to forget you...
It`s like living in warm weather... you don`t need anything. But, living in cold weather.... you have to work and think how to live before a frosen dying. This is kind of what i`m talking about more or less.
My feelings... my thougts, nobody knows about them... just me.
And now you.
21.2.07
18.2.07
Mínima 13ºC...?
Un domingo invernal en medio de febrero en Buenos Aires, Argentina.
Asi de raro es todo ultimamente, y se siente un tanto molesto. Pero lo molesto es bueno tambien, porque nos inquieta, nos saca de centro. Nos hace notar que algo nos puede perturbar, que nada esta quieto, y que mejor que eso.
En estos momentos suena Gloria Gaynor, afuera se prepara un asado... y medio dormida, sin hambre y pensando en que mañana es lunes, a pesar de que en realidad son solo las 13:20, obtengo la excusa perfecta para mantener la cara malhumorada y ojerosa que me devuelve el espejo.
Sonria, lo estamos filmando.
Asi de raro es todo ultimamente, y se siente un tanto molesto. Pero lo molesto es bueno tambien, porque nos inquieta, nos saca de centro. Nos hace notar que algo nos puede perturbar, que nada esta quieto, y que mejor que eso.
En estos momentos suena Gloria Gaynor, afuera se prepara un asado... y medio dormida, sin hambre y pensando en que mañana es lunes, a pesar de que en realidad son solo las 13:20, obtengo la excusa perfecta para mantener la cara malhumorada y ojerosa que me devuelve el espejo.
Sonria, lo estamos filmando.
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